人生如戏...

庙口的街角,还在演着陌生熟悉的歌仔戏
看戏的人也只有零星的聚集,辛苦的似乎需要更多的鼓励

嘿 人生如戏,每一出戏里总会有一个自己
就算只剩一个人也要演下去,像一出没有对手的对手戏

一瞬间闪过好多画面,我还想再看到你熟悉的脸
我感觉的到我对你将永远永远的思念,为何你离我远去
又为何你没有消息,是否可以不再为了你哭泣

我想你可能已经全都忘记,但我还在缅怀你我的过去
虽有很多风雨,我存在记忆体
戏还没演完,你就要离去

一瞬间闪过好多画面,我还想再看到你熟悉的脸
我感觉的到我对你将永远永远的思念,为何你离我远去
又为何你没有消息,是否可以不再为了你哭泣

我身骑白马走三关,改换素衣回中原

我在梦中找无你,我的心已经跟你去
不知影何时返来我身边,已经不在

我想你可能已经全都忘记,但我还在缅怀你我的过去
虽有很多风雨, 我存在记忆体
戏还没演完, 你就要离去

还有没有时间能继续下去,不要到最后我还在这里
还在相信,这是我们的戏,而你是我的唯一

Its just another day

When i look at the mirror, "OH GOD, I'm a Panda!! " Having a very bad headache too, cause haven't been sleeping at all. taken about two pills of super extra strength panadol to suppress the pain. Not to worry as im able to hang on till at bight Not having a good day last night, so hope that things turn out just fine for me today, I don't really ask for more.

I'm prepare to smile again, cuz thats the way I am. Rather keep all the solo sadness to oneself thats for sure.

Later in the day I'll try to upload some picture of my drink that will be feature in some magazine for valentine day. Its called Lovers Fusion. I have plenty of ideas for new drinks, but it will only release from time to time... Can't help it, cuz I only have two hands..

Time to prepare for work. Its another day indeed. Hope that today sales will be good. For those who reads my blog, do come down to support Teddie Cafe (express branch) @ Pasir Ris Town Park. Will do my best to make you a drink of a day.

Everyone deserve a good drink!

Remained Concealed

She tells herself everyday to stop begin sad
Because she thinks she'll end up hurt
But something in her just keeps pushing
Something keeps whispering "it could work"

He sees the pain that she goes through
He can hears it well in her voice
He loves her more than ever
But it is not his choice at all

She thinks about her ex-boyfriend
The one that she's recently over with no reason
She decide given up on that relationship
But still seeking the truth of ending

He knows about her ex-boyfriend
And did all to help dig out the truth
But he can't help the way he feels
Yet mainly for the sake of her

She appreciate what he done for her
More then anyone could really do
Her eyes with tears as he wipe away with his hand
Never a guy clear so much of her precious tears

He stay till morning to accompany her
Just to make sure she feels better
He cherish and enjoy the moments with her at all times
which he never forgets the warm comforts within

She then gets the truth that were unknown to her
precious tear of pearls start dripping off her face
She still thinks she's the main fault of all
But she never really done any wrong at all

He has a girlfriend long for red carpet
Which he don't wish to betray or hurt any
His feelings for both are truthful that can't be measure
Its fate twisted him to make options between two

She knows that this is a big risk
After all he is her friend
But what about what she feels inside
she knows it doesn't work out in the end

He knows that they're just friends
Which is why he kept his feelings in for so long
He wanted to tell her sooner
But because of her ex-boyfriend it always felt wrong

She knows how hard it was for him to tell
And she just can't commit to anyone yet
After all her mind is all about her ex-boyfriend
Plus she doesn't want to do anything she'll regret

He suppose to be happy to be able to ease her mind
Yet it turn out to be heartbroken night
His using his sleepless night and tears to complete this poetry
Just want her to knows how he feels

He loves being around her
And she can't shake how he makes her feel
They are two close friends
But their relationship must remained concealed

a poetry story composed by DevilCp

Unclear ramblings.

I feel that my brain's overloaded with questions and thoughts these past week. My subconscious is working hard even in my dreams. I feel that there are so so so so so many things that I don't know still. And the things that I think I know may also be so limited and it makes it hard for me to proceed forward .

In a quest to be a better person, these obstacles along the way jar my stance and now I need to rethink about all the previous plan made. Some make sense, some doesn't make sense...I hunger for the truth path, hunger for guidance to tell me what I'm supposed to do.

In this life where truth is bent and reality can have a zillion faces, I feel lost in some ways. These don't count the inner battles that one has to face in order to tackle one's own weaknesses and negative sides. Thus I'm raising the white flag of peace in order to have time to clear everything out, because I can't see clearly amidst this battle and questions and thoughts.

This may be one of my "unclear" ramblings. It's hard for me to explain the details when I myself don't know them clearly. Maybe someday when I get enlightenment, I'll be able to digest all.

I smile along the way.

A smile is for every occasion
it’s a beginning of every celebration.

There’s power in every smile
it makes you happy for a while.
Takes you to another world
where you feel happy and whole.

A hearty smile is a happy smile
as it makes you merry and fine.
So create a smile brighter
it’s contagious and healthier.

Make your smile more beautiful
and dwell in happiness to be cool.

DevilCp thinkings..... Distinct people..... Discrete thoughts.....

Born in the same world by same creator

multiple thinking and different orator

Distinct people have discrete thoughts
it’s really hard to find and make out
who is right and who is incorrect
so we try often to judge and select

But everyone is different and unique
have their own way of thinking
at times what I like is hated by numerous
and what I dislike is adorned by hundreds.

It’s very difficult to make up our mind
also to accept diverse humans and combine
that we’ve to live with the poles apart
and make our life meaningful easy not hard.